09. Suicide

A deathwish that hurts your mind so much this time

Your decline is at an end you feel

You cannot heal your wounds, you just keep bleeding

In the darkness surrounding you

Who is on your side you ask with closed eyes

As all hope dies in your soul now

How could you solve the problems of your life

If you don't open your eyes you will see only lies

I wish to die, my only wish is death

I wish to pass away, to leave my sorrowful path

A little box of tiny capsules or a rope

You lost all your hope or at least you are mad

It is so sad that you cannot see the light

You feel no might, you want to give up the fight

You do not care about anyone else just you

Just the nightmares of your dark mind

You're blind, can't you see my stretching hand

Can't you feel my touch, my kiss, my love

Can't you see, can't you feel the bleeding wounds I heal

Can't you hear, don't you understand that I'm here to defeat your fears

Would you drop your away because of others around you

Wake up, open your eyes, stand up and I help to rise

Rise, rise, rise, live for me, live for yourself

Life, life, life, caress me and drop away that knife

Not your life

A little box, a present for you, a rose

A single flower grows then wither and die

By the time but not by a knife or poison

A flower must live even without devotion

But you are not alone like a flower in the dirt

On earth there is someone who loves you

You ask me who, and I tell you than I'm the one

Open your soul for me and I'll be your sun

In everybody's life there is darkness and light

But if they bear it why would you give up the fight

You can name your reasons but I name reasons against it

Against your foolish idea, you'd better forget it

If you end your life before the fate's hands kill you

Then you lose the only chance to have some bright days and years

Fears, scars are from the past, from the present

The resent, the hate are leading to your descent

But why don't you care about the love, the kindness

Why do you forget sometimes how nice is to be in a caress

In safety, to be happy for a moment, for eternity

Suicide is not the key

You cannot feel how it hurts to bear all the pain

I gain everyday from the memories, from my tyrants

You are the only delight for me, the only light I see

Through the curtain of my frozen tears, your words for my ears

Are the sweetest melodies, we have nice memories

Together, yes, I see that all, don't let me fall

You are the only one left for me

There were days in my life when I felt I cannot bear it anymore

But I remained here and I slowly reached the shore, with you

Death solves nothing in this world

And there is no heaven or hell

And noone returned from the other side to tell

That it did worth it, because it doesn't worth

To surrender if it hurts, so you have to stand up and fight