10. Broken
Teardrops fall like the rain outside
She reached the end of her ride
On the carriage of sweet liquor
With whom she wanted to hide
Darkness surrounds her, she's alone
She's already made everybody gone
She never wanted to be lonely
But now only empty bottles remained with her
Broken dreams still poison her heart inside her chest
Caressed by the trembling darkness outside
She wishes to hide from you, from me, from the past
She must forget but there's no use of it
As she doesn't wish to live anymore
If she can't reach the shore
She just wants to drown
In tears unborn
Did you think she cannot be broken
Did you think she can't leave her haven
Time passed by and she remained here
She doesn't smile, but she doesn't fear
She can feel nothing, she is dead
Or at least she's going mad
With dreams but without a path to follow
Her soul is empty, she is hollow
She was longing for a hand
But her dreams lead her to a dead end
And she stood there with sorrow inside
And since then down, down she glides
Her time has already left her
And now no light she can see
She kneels on the ground with an empty look
Her scars are open, you can read her past like a book
She dropped away the key to her heart
In a depth where noone never finds it
And she closed her broken dreams within
And tried to find her joy in sin
She doesn't wish to live her fate
She just wants to be someone else
Someone who feels only hate
And never falls in love again
She doesn't wish to live her fate
She kneels in the pitch black darkness
With a knife in her trembling hand
Full with a hollow wish to pass into nothingness
She doesn't feel fear or sorrow
She doesn't care about the world
Her soul is empty, she is hollow
As she whispers alone her last words
Do you really think it's the only solution? Can't you just see that the world around you is full with light, only you deny to touch it? Look at all the hands longing for you. Do you think it's the only way, to leave them all behind? Believe me. You are more worthy to me, to them, to this world, then they all around. Forget the past, shape your dreams and your life on your own, and be patient. Once everything will be brighter. Much brighter. I promise.