10. Broken

 

Teardrops fall like the rain outside

She reached the end of her ride

On the carriage of sweet liquor

With whom she wanted to hide

 

Darkness surrounds her, she's alone

She's already made everybody gone

She never wanted to be lonely

But now only empty bottles remained with her

 

Broken dreams still poison her heart inside her chest

Caressed by the trembling darkness outside

She wishes to hide from you, from me, from the past

She must forget but there's no use of it

As she doesn't wish to live anymore

If she can't reach the shore

She just wants to drown

In tears unborn

 

Did you think she cannot be broken

Did you think she can't leave her haven

Time passed by and she remained here

She doesn't smile, but she doesn't fear

 

She can feel nothing, she is dead

Or at least she's going mad

With dreams but without a path to follow

Her soul is empty, she is hollow

 

She was longing for a hand

But her dreams lead her to a dead end

And she stood there with sorrow inside

And since then down, down she glides

 

Her time has already left her

And now no light she can see

She kneels on the ground with an empty look

Her scars are open, you can read her past like a book

 

She dropped away the key to her heart

In a depth where noone never finds it

And she closed her broken dreams within

And tried to find her joy in sin

 

She doesn't wish to live her fate

She just wants to be someone else

Someone who feels only hate

And never falls in love again

 

She doesn't wish to live her fate

She kneels in the pitch black darkness

With a knife in her trembling hand

Full with a hollow wish to pass into nothingness

 

She doesn't feel fear or sorrow

She doesn't care about the world

Her soul is empty, she is hollow

As she whispers alone her last words

 

Do you really think it's the only solution? Can't you just see that the world around you is full with light, only you deny to touch it? Look at all the hands longing for you. Do you think it's the only way, to leave them all behind? Believe me. You are more worthy to me, to them, to this world, then they all around. Forget the past, shape your dreams and your life on your own, and be patient. Once everything will be brighter. Much brighter. I promise.