12. Delight 

 

The garden of eden is far behind our past

Our future lasts in our hands

If we let it fall, it simply ends

But why would we drop our destiny

Our eternity, why would we wish to die

Tonight if we can still enjoy the darkness that we built

 

We always have dreams poisoned by nightmares

Burning flares of overrated human minds

Our greed blinds us, our selfish wish

So ravenous we are, so thirsty for love

We rise above on the wings of dreams

Then suddenly we fall below in hell

 

I'm so sick of being alone in my fight

But I bear my sorrow and my pain inside

I watch the ones who has already reached their aim

They are the selfish, fortunate ones who I blame

 

Take my hands and fly above

We leave the lake of tears forever

Let me get all the pleasures I'm longing for

Take my hand and let's swim to the shore (on the Sea of Desperation)

Never let me fall, never let me drown

Neverever leave me in the darkness alone

My oath, my faith, my heart is in your hand

Take my hand and start to ascend

Fly towards the sky till the day we together die

 

Freedom: an aim so far away

We won't reach it, just breach the walls

And the whole shit will fall on you

I do not dream about truth and equality

I do not care about the fate of minority

I just want to have my angel (and I have my angel)

 

Are you so full of lust

Ravenous wish to have someone?

Then come with me on a night trip

Feel my warm grip and fly away

Two voices say two different things

One asks for flesh, one for angelwings

Where should I belong to now?

How could I rise or fall below? I don't know

 

I feel it's not right this way

Come with me, it is the right way

I want to be more than the next in the line

Come with me and we will shine

I don't want to lose my faith and pure love

Let me clean your soul

I don't feel I need only pleasures to rise above

Then together we fall below

 

+1 Hidden Track

 

An angel stood on the bare grey cliffs

In the middle of the raging storm

Through the bleeding sky's curtain of rain

She seemed to be so beautiful and calm

 

Thunders roared, wind siege the cliffs

Which groaned the waves of the ocean

I stepped forward to get closer to her

But I fell into the sea of desperation

 

I floated together with all the corpses

She'd allured into the darkness

I was drowning, I couldn't breath

And then I cried for forgiveness

 

After that dark winter came the calm spring

After crying for forgiveness now I again sing

But it's not her whose ear my words are searching for

There's someone else who showed me her depth, showed me her core

 

And in her soul I found love, I found values

Between the wounds that past and tyranny made

She found me, who I do not want to lose

Whose soul's little mirror likes to downgrade her

 

But I love her and I feel she loves me too

In her fragile caress I feel she's the one who

I always looked for, who was created for me

I hand, my love, my scarred heart to thee

 

Believe that it won't end and it won't end

Leave the path which leads to sorrow, hand in hand

And as we stand in the wind of passing seasons

I hold you tight, you hold me tight, and we leave behind all reasons

 

We will fly side by side till the day of the end of my life

On the sky over the ocean of drowning humanity

We will look at them once more, a last time

Then we, you and me will pass into eternal serenity