12. Delight
The garden of eden is far behind our past
Our future lasts in our hands
If we let it fall, it simply ends
But why would we drop our destiny
Our eternity, why would we wish to die
Tonight if we can still enjoy the darkness that we built
We always have dreams poisoned by nightmares
Burning flares of overrated human minds
Our greed blinds us, our selfish wish
So ravenous we are, so thirsty for love
We rise above on the wings of dreams
Then suddenly we fall below in hell
I'm so sick of being alone in my fight
But I bear my sorrow and my pain inside
I watch the ones who has already reached their aim
They are the selfish, fortunate ones who I blame
Take my hands and fly above
We leave the lake of tears forever
Let me get all the pleasures I'm longing for
Take my hand and let's swim to the shore (on the Sea of Desperation)
Never let me fall, never let me drown
Neverever leave me in the darkness alone
My oath, my faith, my heart is in your hand
Take my hand and start to ascend
Fly towards the sky till the day we together die
Freedom: an aim so far away
We won't reach it, just breach the walls
And the whole shit will fall on you
I do not dream about truth and equality
I do not care about the fate of minority
I just want to have my angel (and I have my angel)
Are you so full of lust
Ravenous wish to have someone?
Then come with me on a night trip
Feel my warm grip and fly away
Two voices say two different things
One asks for flesh, one for angelwings
Where should I belong to now?
How could I rise or fall below? I don't know
I feel it's not right this way
Come with me, it is the right way
I want to be more than the next in the line
Come with me and we will shine
I don't want to lose my faith and pure love
Let me clean your soul
I don't feel I need only pleasures to rise above
Then together we fall below
+1 Hidden Track
An angel stood on the bare grey cliffs
In the middle of the raging storm
Through the bleeding sky's curtain of rain
She seemed to be so beautiful and calm
Thunders roared, wind siege the cliffs
Which groaned the waves of the ocean
I stepped forward to get closer to her
But I fell into the sea of desperation
I floated together with all the corpses
She'd allured into the darkness
I was drowning, I couldn't breath
And then I cried for forgiveness
After that dark winter came the calm spring
After crying for forgiveness now I again sing
But it's not her whose ear my words are searching for
There's someone else who showed me her depth, showed me her core
And in her soul I found love, I found values
Between the wounds that past and tyranny made
She found me, who I do not want to lose
Whose soul's little mirror likes to downgrade her
But I love her and I feel she loves me too
In her fragile caress I feel she's the one who
I always looked for, who was created for me
I hand, my love, my scarred heart to thee
Believe that it won't end and it won't end
Leave the path which leads to sorrow, hand in hand
And as we stand in the wind of passing seasons
I hold you tight, you hold me tight, and we leave behind all reasons
We will fly side by side till the day of the end of my life
On the sky over the ocean of drowning humanity
We will look at them once more, a last time
Then we, you and me will pass into eternal serenity