"Some" words about me
Well, where should I start?
Oh, yeah... When I came to this Earth... I was born on 23rd October 1990, in Eger
(A city in the North part of Hungary), at noon, on Tuesday, with AB+ blood type.
Isn't it funny, how correct are these things? xD
So... I started to grow. As
a child, my life was full of cartoons and fairy tales, I always asked my Mum to
read another one. Perhaps, this is why I have really good imagination... Because
of the fairy tales. Actually, I still like them... :P
I was not a schoolgirl
still, but I could read - and I loved to read, actually I love to read now too - ,
and I could do some kind of writing.
But that was very ugly... They said, that I will be a doctor, cause their
writings are so brutal, as mine was (apologize from doctors...^^). And the truth
is, that at that time I believed, that I would like to be a doctor, but life
said: "No!".
After I went to high school - earlier, as it used, cause I went
to a six-class high school - my mind changed a lot. I did not wanted to be a
doctor anymore. I was pretty sure, that I would like to study Hungarian (I am
interested in literature). But then a little bypass came...
Actually, it was a part of literature, because I became a Harry Potter-fan. And
with this, came the English mania. English films, English subject, and
everything which was English...
Thank God, I came out of this. I don't say,
that I don't like English now (I still like it very much), but this was just too
much, I would've liked to study more my own language. And besides "Every
nation can be scholar on his own language, but never on a foreign" (write György
Bessenyei in his work, called Hungarian peolpe [Magyarság], in 1778. And he was
right.).
But how can I tell you exactly, what I really want... This English
thing has gone, and I became a musical fan. I like to watch and listen to them with Hungarian performers... :) This is
really logic, cause our musical actors and actresses easily could be stars even
on Broadway too, so... :)
So for a little time I do not want to study English.
Now, I am at University, on free humanities academic specialisation (so I study
philosophy, and such things). If everything goes well, I could be a
journalist, and then, if I did this (oh, God, how far that is...), then I would
like to go to MÍA (Magyar Író Akadémia = Hungarian Authors Academy),
Authors MA, and I will be able to learn writing. :)
I'm writing poems for about two years. I "made" stories before, but I have that
really bad virtue, that if I start to write a novel, I never finish it...
Because it goes out of my mind, I don't have enough time, and bad things such as
these... And this is why it's practical to write poems, it's a short thing, and
I can finish it... And... this came to my mind in these days, when I was sitting
on the bus: it is true, that I was not a good poem performer, but what if I will
be the poet? I'm not saying, that I can perform my poems better (I leave this to
the professionals), but if once, in the far future somebody will perform my poem,
then I would be pride about something that is connected to poems (and it's not
an essay about one, which I have give to the teacher :P).
So after that
bypass, I came back to Hungarian literature. I don't know... Maybe it was the
impression of Attila József, that I'm thinking about it serious (we studied
about him).
Until now, it was a hobby, but it's no more a joke....
But for now, I must
study something else until I could go to the Academy.
So this is me, with not
going into the depths of my life...
Odd, isn't it? :)
To mention my hobbies: well, yes, I have a lot... I draw sometimes... Now, I'm "obsessed"
with picture editing, I made a lot of wallpapers, when I met the Photoshop, but
to tell you the truth, they was not really good, so I started to learn all the "secrets"
of it, and now I could make quite good things.
Besides this, I wanted to know how to make a HTML page, cause I had sites on
G-portal, but in those sites, I could never make my own imaginations... This is why
I spent all my winter holiday with learning this HTML, which is not really a
hobby, but, oh well... :).
By the way, I really like to read, as I mentioned it, and it's true, that it
could hardly happen, that I don't read anything. My favourite books are from Brigitte
Hamann: Queen Elisabeth, (which is the true lifestory of our beloved Queen,
Sisi), from Ángeles Caso: Sisi. The diary of an empress [Elisabeth, Emperatriz
de Austria-Hungría], from Magda Szabó: Abigail, and from Victor Hugo: The hunchback of Notre-Dame (or Notre-Dame de Paris).
And, of course, listening to music! It's really rare, that there's no music in
my room. Except, when I read (but only before going to sleep, I read). A really
like musicals, some years ago I was in love with rock music, but that era has
gone... which that is another (long) story.
:)